We don’t miss what we never had, but we miss terribly things we almost had. And we miss things we used to have most of all. Though we hope and pray for our relationships, our looks, and our lives to improve, having more also means having more to lose.”
― Tonya Hurley, Lovesick"
Why can’t we just stay there and not cross the line… or go beyond?
Well, if you think about it, staying in such zone means not allowing yourself to get “out” of it. Consequently, you probably will just stay inert for certain emotions and get stuck on restricted ways of thinking.
You can call this an emotional excavation of my delusion or maybe my expectation, whichever you prefer…
In this pendulum, the only one who’s maintaining its balance is just me or maybe right from the start, it’s just me who’s controlling it.
I’ve allowed myself to get deeper into that pit and yet I can no longer count the umpteen times I’ve endured the daggers that struck my heart.
Sometimes it takes a painful experience to make us change our ways. — Proverbs 20:30
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